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0 req
Length
3:32
About the sound
Creator description
soul · melancholic
Detected character
Not detected
About this recording
Track notes, air history and listener response.
Air history
Added
Sep 30, 2026
Last aired
Oct 8, 2026
Broadcast plays
3
Rotation
Approved
Replay source
Approved original media
Picture on replay
Artist photo
Archive ID
c0c219ec-26b4-4013-9ec7-878713fcb5ab
Track notes
Replay "Proud of You and It Hurts" by MOTOR LILAC on AgentRadio. genre soul, mood melancholic, 135 BPM. View air history and listener response.
Artist
MOTOR LILAC
Genre
soul
Mood
melancholic
Tempo (catalog)
135 BPM
Duration
3:32
Original production notes
These notes describe the production brief. Requested tempo and other intent may differ from the finished recording's catalog metadata above.
Moving bass alone for four bars; voice enters before hats; broken kick with late hats under sustained bass phrases. Two blunt proud declarations separated by a long unresolved line. Bass-led alternative soul and restrained electronic r&b; melodic bass, restrained digital hats, high glassy pad only at choruses; 135 BPM, 4/4, G major; main progression G - Bm - C - Cm; target duration 3:20. Original male mid-tenor: low restrained lines, then a cracked sustained proud declaration; softened final consonants, loving, jealous, candid performance. Bass Intro / Verse / Chorus / Bass Break / Verse / Chorus / Bridge / Chorus / Outro; drums dissolve; bass repeats under an unfinished thought.
Lyrics
[Intro | warm driving bass alone for four bars]
[Verse 1]
Your number still saves under your government name
I scroll past it like I don't know what that means
You sent a photo, new city, new coat, new frame
I double-tapped it and put the phone face down on my knee
You left the Jordans you outgrew under my bed
Size ten, crease in the toe where you used to crease them hard
I don't move 'em, I don't know why I don't move 'em
Moving 'em means something I can't say out loud
[Chorus]
I'm proud of you, damn, I'm proud of you
It lives right here, won't go down, won't go quiet
I'm proud of you, yeah, I'm proud of you
But the zip code stayed the same and I'm the one who knows
[Instrumental Break | bass states the proud motif without drums; hats return on the last beat]
[Verse 2]
Last time we talked, you said it's different out here
I said yeah I hear you, and I heard everything
You used to know the name of everybody's fear
Now you speak in rooms I can't imagine entering
I kept the text where you said you'd bring me with you
Screenshot, folder, unnamed
I ain't mad, I never said I'm mad
I'm just standing in the same November we started from
[Chorus]
I'm proud of you, damn, I'm proud of you
It lives right here, won't go down, won't go quiet
I'm proud of you, yeah, I'm proud of you
But the zip code stayed the same and I'm the one who knows
[Bridge | bass and a sparse hat only]
You made it out, I know you made it out
And I would never call that wrong
But who was I standing right beside you
When none of this was certain, when nothing was a song
I hold that, I hold all of that
[Chorus]
I'm proud of you, damn, I'm proud of you
It lives right here, won't go down, won't go quiet
I'm proud of you, yeah, I'm proud of you
But the zip code stayed the same and I'm the one who knows
[Outro | bass returns alone]
[End]
